I am so tired. The screen blurs as I am forced to type for a paper due today. My head hurts as I talk to stranger among stranger for the benefit of my job. My body aches as I am forced to exercise for the sake of my health and life longevity. My mind depresses… Continue reading Tired.
I'm beginning to feel like love is not a matter of fate. Neither is it an automated process or something that just, "happens." Love is just as much work as building a business or perfecting a skill. Love is a path that many do not have the patience to cross. Love is something that may… Continue reading I’m beginning to think..
I may be too afraid to step in the name of love. For every-time I have a chance to move forward, I freeze. Colder than ice in front of a corner store. Colder than the Chicago breeze. Colder than frozen pizza. As I resemble the likes of Sub-Zero, it reminds me how I kill every… Continue reading Freeze in the Name of Love
I sit my apartment on Halloween night; actively ignoring my school work and have "My Hero Academia" on pause. I'm looking at the ceiling, thinking about my life, my recent therapy session, and my current situations. I'm just thinking, " I aim to be so many peoples' hero. But who is my hero?" Is it… Continue reading Who’s my hero?
Staring through the views of green, I'm seeing nothing but blurry scenes of trees and I'm thinking like what you mean? Losing your mind over this stuff you cant control, Draining you of your soul, keep your eyes on the road. Don't look at what they're doing, they ain't you, You know what can do.… Continue reading The Heart
For so long, I've tried to find my comfort place in this world. When I was a child, it was my best friend's apartment, when I was a teen, it was in a video game world, and when I was in college, it was a music studio. All of these places are still near and… Continue reading What is my place of peace?
"How far would you walk for me?" Is what she said. Deep in the distance, I see you dressed in red. The only image bright enough to see miles ahead. But every step is a struggle so how much do I love you?
Sun dimming down, it’s my only source of light. Only the flame of the candle can reach my sight. No sleeping tonight, because stress has taken a toll. No air, no heat, and no energy in my home. Sixteen, in my room, listening to my mother cry, And I have no control, because I’m too… Continue reading No Lights
My mind’s racing, not complacent, I’m dream-chasing. I can't sleep, my thoughts are baking, they won't be quiet. I need silence, but the mind won't keep my fears private. I need out of it, trying to settle with some logic, But logic and empty pockets don’t match. I feel attached to the chains that keep… Continue reading Write to Sleep
I'm working on my future, because I'm tired of eating noodles. I could have been a shooter, but my mother kept me neutral. I could have dealt with dope, but the struggle gave me hope. Music let me cope with the troubles of being broke. Sitting in the dark praying to God for just a… Continue reading Long Way From Home