She told me to slow down. The best advice I may never take. My life is a race with no debate of who's in place. I stare my future in the face as I'm running from my disgrace. But my heart is beating hard and I'm struggling to keep the pace. Too many plates in… Continue reading Slow Down.
People tend to say that life is short and you should reconcile with your broken loved ones. But what happens when those loved ones don't love you back? What happens when your constant attempts at peace are thwarted by ego, insecurity, and stubbornness? When both sides have been wronged, but one side refuses to admit… Continue reading Life is short with no reply.
I'm a damn Pokémon. This is what dating is for me. I'm in the wild, alone in the grass, focusing on survival. No one tries to catch me for a very long time. I am lonely, but there is no time in finding my trainer when survival is at my neck in all times. My… Continue reading I’m a Pokémon.
I'm more comfortable in my sheets. Like an imaginative fortress, it blocks my body from the harms of the world. Nothing can touch me. Nothing can harm me. My mind should be able to relax. A long and irritating day in the outer world is the quickest way to bring me back to my happy… Continue reading I’m more comfortable in my sheets.
I am so tired. The screen blurs as I am forced to type for a paper due today. My head hurts as I talk to stranger among stranger for the benefit of my job. My body aches as I am forced to exercise for the sake of my health and life longevity. My mind depresses… Continue reading Tired.
I may be too afraid to step in the name of love. For every-time I have a chance to move forward, I freeze. Colder than ice in front of a corner store. Colder than the Chicago breeze. Colder than frozen pizza. As I resemble the likes of Sub-Zero, it reminds me how I kill every… Continue reading Freeze in the Name of Love
Staring through the views of green, I'm seeing nothing but blurry scenes of trees and I'm thinking like what you mean? Losing your mind over this stuff you cant control, Draining you of your soul, keep your eyes on the road. Don't look at what they're doing, they ain't you, You know what can do.… Continue reading The Heart
For so long, I've tried to find my comfort place in this world. When I was a child, it was my best friend's apartment, when I was a teen, it was in a video game world, and when I was in college, it was a music studio. All of these places are still near and… Continue reading What is my place of peace?
My mind’s racing, not complacent, I’m dream-chasing. I can't sleep, my thoughts are baking, they won't be quiet. I need silence, but the mind won't keep my fears private. I need out of it, trying to settle with some logic, But logic and empty pockets don’t match. I feel attached to the chains that keep… Continue reading Write to Sleep
Diagnosis...they're handing it out to me like bills. Major Depression. Social Anxiety. Obesity. Diabetes. Sleep Apnea. Insomnia. Carpal Tunnel. Bell's Palsy as a teen. How am I even alive? How am I still striving? This isn't even mentioning past poverty, discrimination, loneliness, self-confidence, and other things that effect the diagnosis's above, but are separate issues… Continue reading Diagnosis