Sometimes I stare at the ceiling and the only thing willing to move is the fan. I’m floating on the bed; laying still, but slowly sinking without care. Why should I? The fan does what its told, but does it get tired? Does it have to be inspired? Does it have to multi-task with deadlines?Continue reading “The Fan”
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Lifelessness
I still have goals to beat, places to see, and people to meet. In a moment of lifelessness I struggle to survive in hopes that I can live again. I sit between these walls in an attempt to escape death; so why do I feel like I’m deteriorating? Slowly peeling away at my soul asContinue reading “Lifelessness”
My Palace
If you’ve played Persona 5, you will understand this blog much more, but I’ll do my best to explain. In this game, those with strong distorted desires have mental “palaces” that you would enter to change their true hearts. These palaces symbolize the way they see the world and their desires became distorted to theContinue reading “My Palace”
An Ocean Unchained (Expectations)
A promise is a promise, the notion’s unchanged The motive of motion is an ocean unchained Expectations of life is a supposition I’ve blamed For fate is a design that is forever unexplained Is my potential the key or is life as random as chance? Does hope keep me moving or is it an illusionContinue reading “An Ocean Unchained (Expectations)”
Slow Down.
She told me to slow down. The best advice I may never take. My life is a race with no debate of who’s in place. I stare my future in the face as I’m running from my disgrace. But my heart is beating hard and I’m struggling to keep the pace. Too many plates inContinue reading “Slow Down.”
Life is short with no reply.
People tend to say that life is short and you should reconcile with your broken loved ones. But what happens when those loved ones don’t love you back? What happens when your constant attempts at peace are thwarted by ego, insecurity, and stubbornness? When both sides have been wronged, but one side refuses to admitContinue reading “Life is short with no reply.”
I’m a Pokémon.
I’m a damn Pokémon. This is what dating is for me. I’m in the wild, alone in the grass, focusing on survival. No one tries to catch me for a very long time. I am lonely, but there is no time in finding my trainer when survival is at my neck in all times. MyContinue reading “I’m a Pokémon.”
I’m more comfortable in my sheets.
I’m more comfortable in my sheets. Like an imaginative fortress, it blocks my body from the harms of the world. Nothing can touch me. Nothing can harm me. My mind should be able to relax. A long and irritating day in the outer world is the quickest way to bring me back to my happyContinue reading “I’m more comfortable in my sheets.”
Tired.
I am so tired. The screen blurs as I am forced to type for a paper due today. My head hurts as I talk to stranger among stranger for the benefit of my job. My body aches as I am forced to exercise for the sake of my health and life longevity. My mind depressesContinue reading “Tired.”
Freeze in the Name of Love
I may be too afraid to step in the name of love. For every-time I have a chance to move forward, I freeze. Colder than ice in front of a corner store. Colder than the Chicago breeze. Colder than frozen pizza. As I resemble the likes of Sub-Zero, it reminds me how I kill everyContinue reading “Freeze in the Name of Love”
