I'm a damn Pokémon. This is what dating is for me. I'm in the wild, alone in the grass, focusing on survival. No one tries to catch me for a very long time. I am lonely, but there is no time in finding my trainer when survival is at my neck in all times. My… Continue reading I’m a Pokémon.
I'm more comfortable in my sheets. Like an imaginative fortress, it blocks my body from the harms of the world. Nothing can touch me. Nothing can harm me. My mind should be able to relax. A long and irritating day in the outer world is the quickest way to bring me back to my happy… Continue reading I’m more comfortable in my sheets.
I am so tired. The screen blurs as I am forced to type for a paper due today. My head hurts as I talk to stranger among stranger for the benefit of my job. My body aches as I am forced to exercise for the sake of my health and life longevity. My mind depresses… Continue reading Tired.
I'm beginning to feel like love is not a matter of fate. Neither is it an automated process or something that just, "happens." Love is just as much work as building a business or perfecting a skill. Love is a path that many do not have the patience to cross. Love is something that may… Continue reading I’m beginning to think..
Staring through the views of green, I'm seeing nothing but blurry scenes of trees and I'm thinking like what you mean? Losing your mind over this stuff you cant control, Draining you of your soul, keep your eyes on the road. Don't look at what they're doing, they ain't you, You know what can do.… Continue reading The Heart
I want to be someone's 1st priority. Is that too much to ask? If I'm needed for help, royally, I'm down for the task. Yes, I am loved, and we all have our lives. But I can't seem to escape loneliness, to no one's surprise. I hate that I need it, attention, I… Continue reading 1st Priority
We are about to get real with this one. Yesterday, I almost checked myself into a hospital. I had a mental/nervous/panic breakdown where I could not move, I was shaking and trembling, and I had WAY too many thoughts in my head. All I could do in that moment is DM a friend who I've… Continue reading The Evening I Almost Checked Myself into a Mental Hospital