The Fan

Sometimes I stare at the ceiling and the only thing willing to move is the fan. I’m floating on the bed; laying still, but slowly sinking without care. Why should I? The fan does what its told, but does it get tired? Does it have to be inspired? Does it have to multi-task with deadlines?Continue reading “The Fan”

Diagnosis

Diagnosis…they’re handing it out to me like bills. Major Depression. Social Anxiety. Obesity. Diabetes. Sleep Apnea. Insomnia. Carpal Tunnel. Bell’s Palsy as a teen. How am I even alive? How am I still striving? This isn’t even mentioning past poverty, discrimination, loneliness, self-confidence, and other things that effect the diagnosis’s above, but are separate issuesContinue reading “Diagnosis”

Wherever The Wind Blows

Sometimes I’ve wished to have a simpler mind. The kind that only creates one route with a sign. So many paths I want to take and people I want to be. Ambition is the mission, and vision is still the key. But I can’t see the way, when I don’t know it. I need guidance,Continue reading “Wherever The Wind Blows”

An Agnostics’ Prayer

I come to you, battered and helpless. My demons have overstayed their welcome. Society and personal afflictions have kept me from you. Nothing on this beautiful earth truly helps to the extent of true peace, so I must look beyond. I lay in a dark and quiet room, alone, desperately looking for a way outContinue reading “An Agnostics’ Prayer”

Your life is a book. Control the Story.

The clichè phrase is, “Don’t judge a book by its cover.” But we don’t even get that chance with our own book. We have to read our lives, because it’s our story; and sometimes we feel like we can’t change our story. Thinking past things like religion, politics, science, etc, we tend to feel likeContinue reading “Your life is a book. Control the Story.”